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"Diary of an S&M Romance" is the true story of a young widow reclaiming her life in a red-hot world of kinky sex. She's a feminist doing things that many feminists would consider beastly, and loving every second of it.

In "Diary of an S&M Romance", Dollie Llama explores the complex connections between romantic sweetness and furious, nasty sex.

Part introspective journey of discovery, part tender love story.

Part manifesto of empowerment, part dirty dirty book.

She met her owner on, and now they just can't stop touching each other in special places, and in special ways. Their relationship is one of mutual respect, intellectual stimulation, and filthy brutal lovemaking.

Dollie is her owner's submissive, yielding to his every wish, no matter how depraved. In the bedroom and out, she exists only to serve him. She's Daddy's dress-up dolly use-me girl.

And she loves it.


"Dollie Llama's angelic memoir sets her oh-so-devilish audience on fire. See you in Hell!" --Charles Gatewood, erotic photojournalist

"One of the most insightful forays into the workings of the submissive mind. A must read for anybody even slightly interested in Dominance/submission and BDSM." --BaadMaster (Head writer for, host of the BaadMaster's Dungeon talk show on

"This loving and positive portrayal of a submissive, by a submissive, should be read by Dom/mes to give a greater understanding of those they play with...and by submissives to learn that they aren't alone and shouldn't be ashamed of their consensual lifestyle. Kudos to Dollie for such openness and courage." --Mistress Genevieve (Lifestyle/professional Dominatrix, Sex Therapist with The Dr. Susan Block Institute)

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